Semi-disbaled adult rider looking for LL eventing gelding

I have a partial minor disability that affects my left eye occasionally. It's nothing serious and it will resolve over time, we just don't know when. It makes me self conscious and less confident but I am trying not to let it stand in the way of my dreams of eventing.

I know realistically I will never go beyond BNT. Heck, I'm happy to just jump 18" so I doubt I will ever go beyond 3' again. I am a weanie :)
I am looking for a gelding to safely carry me through XC courses, someone who needs a job and a loving home. And someone who can help me find the confidence I used to have. Or at least some of it!
I do work with a therapeutic trainer and am hoping to work with Kim Walnes once I can find the right horse.
I have a quiet private barn in York,Pa with 2 other horses: my daughter's trail horse and my semi-retired OTTB. I can provide a forever home to the right gelding (no mares please)I would prefer someone who is free to a good home but I am somewhat negotiable on that for the right horse.
If you have someone who may work for me, please feel free to contact me via email or on my cell. Please feel free to ask me any questions about my disability- I am pretty open about it :)